What do you really believe about Jesus? John 3:16 famously says, "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
Isaiah 53:6, says, “All have sinned and gone astray.” Meaning, no mater how saintly we believe our behavior is, we are still trapped. When people ask, "How can a God that is good, allow such bad stuff to happen?" The answer? It is because our default condition is of sin. Sin originally started with Adam in the Garden. We did not create sin, we were born into it.
Changing your behavior as a means to please God can not save you or change this default condition. There is only one way to escape. One hope. And that is Jesus Christ! In John 16:33 Jesus Says, “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
We don't get Salvation by being "good enough," or by "serving" at church, or "volunteering" to do community outreach. Jesus Christ has already provided for our Salvation. All we do is believe it and accept it.
First confess that you are in sin, next believe in the miracle that happened on the cross, then simply accept Jesus Christ as your Personal Savior! If you truly do these things in earnest, all your sin; past, present, and future is forgiven. You will be transformed, re-born as a Child of the Kingdom of Heaven. Your heart will be changed forever. You are free to be the person that God created you to be! You'll be living in a light that darkness cannot find.
Jesus, I am a sinner. My faith is in your sacrifice on the cross. I humbly accept your offer of salvation. Jesus, come into my Heart.